Thoughts

a little thought before new year.

it’s been a hell of a ride a couple of weeks back.
things that i never thought could happen actually happened.
and to make matters worse, my feeling got caught up in it. -_______-
now i know what i SHOULD do.
i’m not stupid.
but it’s difficult if we play with a thing called feelings.
now i just wanna take things slow but honestly i can’t.
i’ve been thinking about you too much.
and the future.
and it’s dumb.

now if i think about all the possibilities that can happen.
my heart hurts. it sucks.
i want you to be happy and give you space and blablablaaaa.
but deep down inside, i rather have you with me. 🙂
we have so much stuff in common, it’s crazy.
and it scares the hell out of both of us. hahaha.

but still, there’s no rainbow without the rain.
there’s no happy ending without a tough situation.
so i’ll just deal with it. and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
and wait.
until i see someone else better than you.
or until you realize that i’m just too precious to let go. 😉 (i am. honestly. hahaha)
it’s your call.
you make the decision in this.
but it’s nice to see us together. 

there i writen all that’s been in my head.
i’m sooo relieved.
still, if you choose your past life again.
it’s your choice. i better just take it and leave, right?

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